May 20th, 2012

My first shooting star

I shared with you.

I wished that we would  be together forever. Through the really good and the really bad. I wished that nothing would break us.

:’(

I’ve never cried so much in my life

I remember the way you would look at me; so caring and full of love

I remember the way you would reach for my hand; so firm and comforting

I remember the way you hugged me; I felt so safe, like nothing could ever hurt me

I remember the way you smell; so manly and very alluring

I remember the way you would kiss me; very shy yet oh so very sweet and soft to the touch.

Do you remember any of that? What did I do that was so bad… I really miss you. I just wish that things didn’t end the way they did. I really didn’t know you could do that to me. 

I wonder if you ever think about me.

I still love you… I wish you could tell me the secret to letting go so easily. Maybe you could at least spare me from all this heartache. 

May 18th, 2012
me… :’(

me… :’(

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my life sucks.

it sucks caring so much about someone that doesn’t care about you

it sucks loving someone so much and know that they don’t love you back

it sucks missing someone so much and know that they don’t miss you at all

i don’t understand what i did that was so bad. well, I’m sorry. if you even care to know. 

May 15th, 2012
Before i go to sleep. And wonder why you stopped caring

Before i go to sleep. And wonder why you stopped caring

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